Float away don't see time my mind stops
I see shrines piece of mind know I'm lost
We speak minds leave behind know what it cost
I'm not kind yea don't mind my head it hot
Lets switch lives for some time inside the pot
You'll realize your true life and see its not
Then resize your small mind still wanna swap
I breath lines I need time don't wanna stop
I clip cut and wash away my f*cking sins
I switch up then recut I could've been
A leader speak up demons within
Can't reach up to preach yea still embedded
It sticks up bitches run cannot repent
It kills f*ck see me run cannot prevent
Pick me up can't give up I will not bend
Im still up can't sit up I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
All these lies given to me yea I must be lost
You were never doing bad is what I thought
At the same time you were hurting me
Didn't realize it cause it was just lil me
Lil me with nobody to talk to
Everybody going gone now you're off too
Tried talking to you but it just went through
You tried making amends but its long over do
Now let me talk to em
I'm thinking deep cause I don't know how to off em
I see the mirror and I don't know who I'm looking at
Cause each time its different who the f*ck is that
Its my enemy I don't know how to get him back
He's killing me when all I wanted was a chat
He sits and laughs while this shit is just fading black
Im seeing black and I don't know where the f*ck I'm at
He's on my shoulders seeing sideways while my body growing colder
Im getting older exploring new things cause you know I told you
I never hated you but I did somethings that I know you weren't proud of
Always doubted me when I wanted to hear that you were f*cking proud of me
So what if I can't obtain
A life where I'm not insane
This where the darkness just takes
Then there's nothing that remains
So what if I can't obtain
A life where I'm not insane
This where the darkness just takes
Then there's nothing that remains
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end
How can I save my self
I think I'm at my end