The weight in my heart
Is forever
Pulling me
Down, Down, Down
Sinking into the sludge of my past trauma
Suffocating is a forever state
A state just around the corner
From my happiness
It is a patient vortex
Heeding the moment where I will sink again
However, it is here encompassed with the alluvium of all our heartbreak and anguish
Where we can
Blossom the most
For it is in the valleys
At the bottom
Where are all debris and carrion
Is washed from the top of the mountains
Down, Down, Down
Seeds and rubbish from societies past
All accumulates together
In a mass of decaying solitude
Of decaying solitude
This is where the seeds are nourished
This is where the soil is most nutritious
This is where the largest trees
Can start to bud and grow
With my torment
Comes my greatest achievements
They are sad bedfellows
In eternity
Forever nagging and comforting each other
As a old married couple
Staring into the abyss
Forever
Forever