No one ever sees what's behind the post
When you're all alone
Flipping through your phone
And the highs and lows
And you're feeling no's
Till you settle on the one
No one ever knows when you wanna shout
Head is full of doubt, and you're tapping out
It's getting loud you can't hear the sound
Of your head or your heart
I don't want to turn off all the lights, tonight
I don't want to sit with the silence
I don't want to be inside my head
Thinking about the ways that I can fall back in again
I used to change my shape so that I could feel some power
I thought I killed that voice, but it's trying to come back louder
Don't want to be here by myself
I can use a little bit of help
I just wanna
I just wanna be free
Of the demons fighting me
No one ever talks about the aftermath
When you're looking back
At the things you had
You forget the bad , going down the path
Where the darkness sits in well
I don't want to turn off all the lights, tonight
I don't want to sit with the silence
I don't want to be inside my head
Thinking about the ways that I can fall back in again
I used to change my shape so that I could feel some power
I thought I killed that voice, but it's trying to come back louder
Don't want to be here by myself
I can use a little bit of help
I just wanna
I just wanna be free
Of the demons fighting me