YCK - Endorphins Lyrics

Slipping through a crevice
Thousand times I went and said it
Tried to fake and tried forgetting
Brand new skin I'll mold and shed it

Now I'm lost alone to apathy
I know I hurt it's sad to see
I'm in the rain I stand in peace
The water stains the canopy

Angled tall I'm skin and bone
I dwell on that I should've known
Sins I made I will atone
A rope and book consider both

I don't wanna come around
And face the things I talk about
Shit to say don't make a sound
I'm stepping here it's raining out

I have the most misfortune
I sense this pain running out of endorphins
I can remember the feeling
I'm boxed up now and I'm less than revealing

Don't mind me I'm burning bridges
Out my pills I'm always twitching
At the store don't press record
On cameras filming on the floor

Won't see me in public now
Ain't f*ck with broads they're trouble now
Double dipping f*ck that number
Skin been pale and losing color

Losing vision interest up
Because I'm acting different
But that shit ain't true I'm seeing through
The fake you show and act you do

I don't lie don't wanna brag
Our first impression started bad
Never claimed that I was perfect
I'm a loser rest assured it

I have the most misfortune
I sense this pain running out of endorphins
I can remember the feeling
I'm boxed up now and I'm less than revealing

I'm like you but I'm not that important
My life gets worse bottled up now it's shortened
I'm hearing your voice sound out from the window
I don't rest well sanity's up in limbo