YCK - Hanging on to Nothing Lyrics

I can't wait for you
I might break in two
Sometimes nervous cause I
Don't know what you'll do
I don't hold a grudge
Hate myself too much
Always anxious but I'm
Not someone to judge

Hanging on it's not a lot
But I've been doing what I can
Wasted all the time I bought
And they're not getting why I ran

Shoot me so you end the ache
I feel that way is suitable
If you don't I'll overtake
They treat me like I'm usable

Wait another day or so
This dread is really killing me
Pacing back I need to know
If you had done that willingly

Counting every minute now
I swear I'm losing sanity
Left alone I'm driven out
I'm gone and don't come back for me

I can't wait for you
I might break in two
Sometimes nervous cause I
Don't know what you'll do
I don't hold a grudge
Hate myself too much
Always anxious but I'm
Not someone to judge

Hanging on it's not alright
But I've been trying what I can
Losing all the track of time
And they don't get and see my plan

Kill me so you end the pain
I feel my death is suitable
If you don't I'll go my way
They're acting like I'm usable

Wait another week or so
This dread is really hurting me
Pacing back I need to know
If you have common courtesy

Counting every second now
I swear I'm losing sanity
Send the final letter out
I'm gone and don't come back for me

Maybe we should let it die
No one's come here saving me
Hate me but I never lie
I'm sitting back I'll wait and see

Rainy day I'll stay inside
No one's coming helping now
Save yourself and go tonight
I'm laying back ain't stressing out

I can't wait for you
I might break in two
Sometimes nervous cause I
Don't know what you'll do
I don't hold a grudge
Hate myself too much
Always anxious but I'm
Not someone to judge