YCK - Lay Me by the Riverbed Lyrics

Dirt and tar deposit
In my blood there's no withdrawing
Out from my guts no drip from the cuts
And I can't be saved so I wish em all good luck

Worth the search and salvage
Will they ever find me well I doubt it
Been a few days then I turn up missing
Bitter like the motherf*cking surp I'm sipping

Down will I go come back no I won't
Sending me every thought reading anecdotes
Slurred up words and I'm downing bourbon
Same mistakes but I'm never learning

Watch my moves write down what I do
When I sing and I rap not one but two
Gotten no issues switching back
Writing and produce I'll be mixing tracks

Lay me by the riverbed
I can see my wrist is dripping red
I don't know the purpose of it all
You see now my walk's turned to a crawl

Burning up on the thermostat
Coming out my shell I'm a hermit crab
And I'll say that I'm good what a perfect act
When I'm drunk on the ground where the curb is at

Get what I get when karma pays
I don't need no meter I don't park and pay
Pull to the spot and I roll up quick
I've been out on the run cause I stole some shit

Got some listeners I'm a prisoner
To my brain but I don't got no visitors
F*ck that rapper no I ain't similar
Mapped it out lemme sign my signature

Quick decision don't need permission
I can do what I want don't need religion
Freedom thinker better yet a drinker
From the fruits of knowledge hook line and sinker

Lay me by the riverbed
I can see my wrist is dripping red
I don't know the purpose of it all
You see now my walk's turned to a crawl

I can hear you
I can feel you
I'm not near you
But time will heal you