YCK - Nowhere to Cope Lyrics

Meet me at the lake where the water runs red
Hard to hold back all the shit I once said
I won't fear death till the day I die
I'll just cherish every star that I see at nighttime

Seldom go out or party on Saturdays
Life's only gloom every day a sadder day
All this hard work and none of it's paid off
And I get a bit down when singing the same song

Take this notepad they say I'm so sad
The point that I reach my conscious goes black
And I won't know this in the morning I'll wake
Into a slump huddled up with the drugs that I'll take

Nights are the same rot away in my room
Both of my names showed up in the news
I had a premature death fell sick and I dealt
With no fake ass love or person wishing me well

Know that imma hurt you
We got different virtues
And way we want these things to go
There's no room here to live and cope

I'm a tall individual wicked and so despicable
Everything I do to the game is only pivotal
Shake my spray can as I put on a fake tan
While I'm acting like somebody that claims he makes bands

Lack of satisfaction no team I am the captain
I'm captive to these negative thoughts I still imagine
Distraction from my life in the form of empty rapping
Devoid of any hope not certain when that had happened

I've been realistic that's a small change
That and hedonistic both are my ways
I attempt to make do in a torturing life
I'm bout to fix another drink I'll be pouring it right

Ideas run everything's perpetual
No use counting now when the end's eventual
Won't spend no time I won't pray to a god
I got a misdemeanor charge disobeying a law

Know that imma hurt you
We got different virtues
And way we want these things to go
There's no room here to live and cope