YCK - Out on the Weathered Streets Lyrics

Trying to get noticed a product of the rap game
I've got a lot of f*cking burdens keeping up the back pain
And growing up when I was younger never had a role model
I'm making up for that mistake now I can drink the whole bottle

Rapping's all I do and it can make depressed
Cause no ever gave a f*ck about me when I confessed
All my emotions on a track and everything that I lack
Inside my brain there's an imbalance of the things I should have

Knew that it was wrong when I was turning fourteen
And each and every f*cking problem I could never foresee
Cause everyone was going through it they were hoping and praying
And dealt with loss, breaking up, depression, rest you could name it

I f*cking hated life I never wanna go back
And I can promise that I'm better knowing that's in the past
But I've been feeling kinda nervous I don't know what comes next
And what the future's got in store like I just wonder perplexed

I thought we were
Scared and unsure
But I didn't notice you
All along were going too

Hopefully you get everything you need
To get by fine on these weathered streets
And though I can't say we both agree
I hope that you can remember me

Wrote 100 songs but I don't think that it matters
I'm getting double all the credit as producer and rapper
I'm gonna get the recognition I deserve when I'm dead
Like taking pen and ink to paper but it crumbled instead

Thousands of words I'm packing in every verse
The overwhelming sound's lugubrious like I'm in a curse
And people ask why the long face why you so glum
I'm pretty sure that I explained it back when I had wrote Numb

Stuck inside that rut never did go away
And even though the weather change did help but it stayed
And people never understand when I say help save me
I'm pretty sure that I discussed it back in S A D

Isolated I'm just all alone in a tunnel
With no one else I'm riding solo in my mind while I struggle
And everybody wanna ask why I'm staying so silent
I'm pretty sure that I had said it back when I'd made Violet

I thought we were
Scared and unsure
But I didn't notice you
All along were going too

Hopefully you get everything you need
To get by fine on these weathered streets
And though I can't say we both agree
I hope that you can remember me