YCK - Proceed With Caution Lyrics

Every day I'm walking I feel like I'm followed home
But by the time I'm looking I'm nervous and all alone
Anomalies haunting me trying to break my hollow bones
I'm just trying to make it out but I'm trapped in a wall of stone

Confined and locked inside the whole time I've been on my own
Got enough cash for the month and I'll stay afloat
That walking on a rope and your luck will go corrode
And every choice you made you'll learn to reap what you sow

Spent too many days that I wasted and thrown away
Wishing for the end and I promise I'm not afraid
Spent too many nights up smoking I feel the same
And some of these feelings I swear it's like they never change

So I take some things change chemistry in my brain
And when you ask me why I know but I can't explain
I got no f*cking words these people don't know my pain
But it was all my fault and it seems I'm the one to blame

I wish that every time I'd close my eyes I'd fall asleep
And that you trusted me enough to tell the secrets that you keep
But if I was deprived of all the air we take and breathe
I bet you'd turn around and not look back the moment that you'd leave

They told me go with caution keep it at my discretion
But to me you stuck out and left a lasting impression
The subject of all my dreams and everlasting obsession
And I admit the fear of loss had led to lack of progression

I thought that if I tried we'd never come speak again
And that you'd try to hurt me I'd turn into a regret
And that I'd get upset and try meeting a tragic end
Didn't even ask or wonder where I had went

Took a step back and had taken my lesson learned
Nothing is perfect and nothing's sure that it'll work
Not like it matters my time alive has been a curse
I'm just better off dead inside a hole dug in the dirt