YCK - Sanctuary Lyrics

Somewhere there's a place that's safe
Need my chance to get away
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough

This mental baggage on me's weighing down
I fear I can't get up
I need some time to turnaround
I think I've went and said enough

No difference making that inference
I ain't been out that much I don't owe you shit
No interest outta my business
I don't go out there much I don't need that bitch

Where were they at when the shit fell apart
I had dug myself in the ground no star
Ever shined in the night well they all burned out
Wonder when I'm gonna die and the way I'll turn out

Ain't 'fraid of death but I don't wanna die
I don't know where to go I don't know what to try
Running on luck cause I used up hope
But I'm gonna go dry and I might just tope

Somewhere there's a place that's safe
Need my chance to get away
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough

Laid my heavy head
I try my best but I go overthink
Captain of this ship
I'm going down I wish and hope I sink

No constellation or a compass
Helps me out to find my way
This conversation serves no purpose
I don't wanna live today

Where were they at when they wanted my help
I was long gone then got a soul wanna sell
Knowing these secrets don't wanna tell
Gotta fall straight down drown in a water well

Ain't 'fraid of dark I don't need no light
Never gave in I don't make no plight
Tell em I hate when they stay too long
I don't chase that shit don't care when I'm gone

Somewhere there's a place that's safe
Need my chance to get away
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough