Ain't you always talking about you can't stand me
I don't blame you either Ima gahhdamn bastard
Knowing you i bet you're praying i die faster
Shyt is always going left till I go backwards
I always mean well but it never works out that way
Too much pressure
You won't talk me and nobody likes me
Family fights me
My kids resent me
Nobody got my back and I'm feeling empty
I work my fingers to the bone still no happy home
Feeling clueless I can't tell you what is going on
I barely been on this earth 30 years long
I've hit a stroke of bad luck for 30 years strong
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
You'll like me better when I'm dead
Enjoy me more when I'm gone
I'll put the barrel to my head
Sorry to bother everyone
I'm feeling crazy my memories of happy days are hazy
They wasn't playing when they said the future is forsaken
If i seem twisted i gotta tell you you're not mistaken
I'm tired of playin I'm thrashing smashing the Playstation
I'm feeling crazy my memories of happy days are hazy
They wasn't playing when they said the future is forsaken
If i seem twisted i gotta tell you you're not mistaken
I'm tired of playin I'm thrashing smashing the Playstation
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
I'm getting sick of trying f*ck it now i feel like dying
Now i feel like dying
You'll like me better when I'm dead
Enjoy me more when I'm gone
I'll put the barrel to my head
Sorry to bother everyone
I can't feel your love
I can only feel your hate
I can't see the sun
Because you throwing so much shade
Fracture all my bones
The only way I'll get a break
If it brings you peace
I'll just end my life today
You'll like me better when I'm dead
Enjoy me more when I'm gone
I'll put the barrel to my head
Sorry to bother everyone