I'm over it
I hopped off the obelisk
And tossed all my poker chips
Then folded under pressure
Nervous, wreckless
Paired with self deprecation
Face is deadpan expressionless
Hungry and restless
Bank account in the negative
My net worth zip
Said good riddance to the nigga that wasn't shit
About to kill the messenger
Just penned his last letter
My psyche paint a red vendetta
The holes in my heart
The same size in my umbrella
Made the leap of faith
And now I'm falling through the mania
Don't remember me when I pass
Please don't remember me as Steve When I pass
Watch the fall from afar
Please sweep up the glass after
And they were saying
That the shadows that you chase bear familiar faces
Yet we're set in a field of masked strangers
Running, from rather than towards
Eyes shadowed with anxiety
Lips sealed with loneliness
Legs heavy with sorrow
And we don't know where we are
But here and
We don't know where we're going
But forward
But we do know
That we gotta keep going
And that's just life, I guess.
And there's a vulture and phoenix brawling in the sky above
And you're afraid that either one will win
And that's life, too
And in
A moment of weakness we stop
And we turn around and realize that
We're not surrounded by strangers
But mirrors