Ygdrasil's Backbone - Desperation Lyrics

Desperation is closer to me
It keeps approaching near me
Maybe this is the wrong way to live
For how long, hasn't this been clean
Wonder if I've always been like this

Maybe it's just getting worse
But I only chose to ignore
How many lectures have I missed
Oh maybe it's getting worse

Believe me, I've tried before
I can put the pieces back together
But I can't never keep them in place

Maybe it's just getting worse
But I only chose to ignore
How many lectures have I missed
Oh maybe it's getting worse

Remember when I was early in bed
Now bedtime is at 4 am
Wake up probably too late
Wake up feeling like a wreck
Remember when I was early in bed
Now bedtime is at 4 am
Wake up probably too late
Wake up feeling like a wreck