Why you say you love me if it's always been cap
When I spent a hunnid f*ck around and made it right back
In a night, cuz lately I been grindin
And it's f*ck all of the love for now I'm tryna get inside ya
Yes I been alone okay with darkness all around me got a
Devil and an angel on me only one been dancing, and my
OCD controlling me I really tend to panic, I been
Tryna overcome it I have dreams of livin lavish
I don't want a slut, lowkey wanna fall in love soon
You been playin wit my heart I might just f*ck around and love you
Come thru when I call on you, yes baby girl I wanted you
Not just for the pussy baby girl I still want all of you
I ain't never love so I don't know if imma do it right
F*ck it lay beside me baby all I want is you at night
Come thru real soon come alone or you can bring a friend
F*ck it when we fighting imma lose for you ill let you win
Cuz I think it's more to this life than to sit at home depressed
You hold my life together when I'm wit u ain't a mess
I can paint a picture for you I can write a song
It ain't really fair cuz right beside me you belong
Why you say you love me if it's always been cap
When I spent a hunnid f*ck around and made it right back
In a night, cuz lately I been grindin
And it's f*ck all of the love for now I'm tryna get inside ya
Yes I been alone okay with darkness all around me got a
Devil and an angel on me only one been dancing, and my
OCD controlling me I really tend to panic, I been
Tryna overcome it I have dreams of livin lavish
All night I been thinkin bout a motherf*ckin graveyard
Ain't f*ck wit nobody lately I been getting snaked hard
It don't really help me when I think because the game hard
But f*ck I got something else to prove gotta stay strong
Keep on workin daily I want money when I show up cuz I'm
Worth a couple billion when I pop I'm like a soda I don't
Even want a friend guess I'm alone until it's over, but I
Can't die yet, look in my bag swear I been sober
Perc-percocet for the pain, I'd rather make a song
I know I been right, I wanna know why they think I'm wrong
Stay inside the studio, I'm isolated
Switching up my life and I know they love to hate it, ahh
Why you say you love me if it's always been cap
When I spent a hunnid f*ck around and made it right back
In a night, cuz lately I been grindin
And it's f*ck all of the love for now I'm tryna get inside ya
Yes I been alone okay with darkness all around me got a
Devil and an angel on me only one been dancing, and my
OCD controlling me I really tend to panic, I been
Tryna overcome it I have dreams of livin lavish