Dead And Gone Video (MV)

Heaven got jealous of me knowing a few and decided to take a few from me
My heart so f*cked up it hard to tell if they really loved me How could you leave like that
U know I wouldn't of even dreamed like that
Memories in the back of minds but I can't lean right back I gotta keep on forwards
If sorrow you never saw it
Then allow my words to draw it
Each line bonded with strokes of Picassio
This more that rap bro
This is a channel for tears with rapid flow
Used to spend half days tearing up
Til I figured it was only my hands that was clearing it up
Wrapped the same fingers round the bands still aint feeling enough
Gods said his was on call but these losses is killing his buzz
Pick it up
What they expecting from kids that only known neglecting
A mothers love intercepted
Grew thru cold ends disconnected
With anything real
Blue lights flash and we stay peddling still
Flipping small packs just to guarantee some meals
Lost in the world no ones relating
Get one blessing n the whole hood hating
F*ck how far you come they just want what you got
Even if it means your stomachs in knots
Or you dead on the block
I'm not the type to stay in the same predicament
I'm searchingly for the change n I pray to god that it imminent
N forever lasting like the strings on this beat
Too many lives gone from guns thats sing on these streets
And a lot clout not beef
You feel me
Tried till the world I'm sick but I think they like the ill me
Confusions everywhere still the real me
Until I'm dead n gone i let the truth spill me
Sincerely signed by a f*cking real g
Forever young
And I thought I would matter when i'm dead n gone
But my words really gonna live on Cause they say I'm forever Young
Lord I was confused from the abuse
And even more by its truth
Now I'm searchingly thru older days on how to heal my youth
But all it seems to be dead ends opened wounds
Broken hoes running lose
And niggas wanting my position that they too weak to lose
Forgive me
I got a side tracked in these roads by this side trap
Left my soul in the pen so I had to revive that
Just to feel close again
Cause this world not my lover or friend
It's just a bitch that f*cks you till the ends
N keeps yours seeds in it
Leaving them to grieve in it
How can I feel comfort when I know the devil still sleeps in it
Creeps in it
Til we familiar with nothing but loss
Guess you know you a prophet when the losses makes a boss
When you full of the ingredients whats the need to chase the pot
Or when you are the rope whats the need to trace the knot
I correlate that to the roots of my skin
The old pharaoh hats told me to just move within
Auntie says I'm blessed I speak from the chest
With the same breathe them officers tried to take
I saw light when they thought I seen death
Now them bitches see debt since my lawyers called for a check
Thought you were the dogs til
I took them pussies to the vet I'm a survivor and you just proved my position
I'm used to L's but they aint used to me winning
So every day i'm on top your soul rots
Like the pains of my past
May every enemy's head fall as I'm raising my glass and that's that
And I thought I would matter when i'm dead n gone
But my words really gonna live on Cause they say I'm forever Young