Met this one girl thru a friend of a friend
I wish I knew then what I learned in the end
We was real happy everything was all gravy
Til she started tweaking started getting real crazy
Shoulda walked away then when I seen her actin shady
But I thought to myself she'll grow outta it maybe
Well shit I was wrong and I'm really ashamed
I stayed long as I did coulda avoided so much pain
Can't even front like I wasn't f*cked myself
I was nuts too but I put my problems on the shelf
Didn't think about gettin help for myself
Even though she didn't care even bout herself
Tried keepin her happy even when she lost her daddy
Love to say we made it thru it we was able to do it but we couldn't
Bitch dogged me out behind my back
Whack as f*ck never thought it would happen
You walked in and I opened up
You walked out with a bag of blood
Some people might just say that's love
But I think we've had enough
I never knew if we were real
Girl you couldn't open up
You couldn't even tell me
All things you were doing
How you wanna be my lover
Yet you not willing to be my fighter
I didn't understand
Why you playing all these games?
Now she wanna be all in my face
A nigga went from rags to riches
They see me with the baddest bitches
Everywhere go she get mad wit quickness
Cuz that could've been here
Shawty all aggy
Could've been my baby
Now she wanna tell everybody
That she knows me
Now she wanna act
Like she's the shot caller
But I'm the one over here big baller
I ain't really with the drama
And I really with anything that she tryin to bring
Now she wanna tell her friends that we're a thing?
My son you really tryin to go for that lame ass line
I ain't going for that
Had hit you wit the deuces
Ain't talking Breezy
Had to let everyone know
That I kick it this easy
You walked in and I opened up
You walked out with a bag of blood
Some people might just say that's love
But I think we've had enough
This girl took my heart my money and my mind
Disguised like this bitch was sweet as honey and wine
Thought she cared about me she just wasted my time
The bigger man in me thanks her so I could write this rhyme
Had to cut a bitch off just to get my head straight
Ended up in a psych ward
Got put on meds
This shit was real hard
Never went thru such a battle
Because of this bitch i had started to dabble
With that Ativan Valium that shit felt great
Made me calm down dial down the hate
Woke up and realized I liked it too much
Had to cut that shit out now I just roll up a Dutch
Three years later I'm on top of the world
Never thought I'd make it here
Shit it took a couple years but
Here I am now I'm new and improved
Handle my shit on my own cause that's just what I do