After I die
I hope you don't cry
Celebrate my life after death
It wasen't fair
To see you walk away
I don't want it back
I just want a clear answer
Yes I do in fact
Still f*ckin' love you
I cried a whole year for you
Ruined whole weeks
Ruined whole nights
Take my whole life
Around midnight I might
Slit my whole throat
Forget it then I choke
After I die
I need to go and fly
Forgive me for my sins
Forgive me for my lies
Yes I did try
But I didn't ride
Need a new life
And I'll do it with this knife
Wanted me a wife
She ain't want me back
Every day since
I been wishin' heart attack
On myself
On my true self
F*ck a new belt
With this new chance
I can be my true self
A new self