Young Nomad - Glow Lyrics

I'm not one to wait for you to glow
To wait for me to grow
To wait for me to go
I'm not one to wait for you to know the feelings won't show
The voices take control

Summertime madness, summertime sadness
Could of had it all but I lost it to a bad bitch
Rollin' all my dope I'm just smokin on the cabbage
Only way to calm my head from all the madness

Only way to calm my head from all the madness
I'm not 21 but im feelin like a savage
Breakin' all these hearts cause they always come with baggage
If I wanted love by now I would have had it

Feelin' like I'm floatin' away into dark space
I was locked inside of my room it's a dark place
Devil in the form of a hoe in front of my face
Opioid addiction coming out of the crawlspace

I'm not one to wait for you to glow
To wait for me to grow
To wait for me to go
I'm not one to wait for you to know the feelings won't show,
The voices take control

I'm not one that likes to let go
I've known you long enough by now you should have known
I finally packed my bags and now i gotta go
It wouldn't be the first time i was all alone

Everybody sayin' that i should care less
But the liquor tastin' better after every single text
Pressure of this life it's weighing right on my chest
And that's why I'm f*cked up and my head is a mess

Everytime i see you i feel like imma choke
You take me for a joke you always push and poke
Don't think that I forgot about the words that you had spoke
I feel like I'm yagami I'm part of your deathnote

I'm not one to wait for you to glow
To wait for me to grow
To wait for me to go
I'm not one to wait for you to know the feelings won't show
The voices take control