Dead or Alive Video (MV)

Losing my patience I'm getting faded
Depression anxiety shit you don't play with
The picture I painted It's dated but sacred
I've tasted the hatred make me great what they did
Numbing the pain with percocet and weed
But lately it just looks like I'm a fiend
I'm just tryna get up out my feelings
Don't know why I tell you how I'm living
But I'm just living me life
I know I'm not doing it right
It's a damn shame but I gotta get high every night
Just cause it feels right smoke the pain away
Now I'm flying up high in the sky
Dead or alive that's the game I'm playing
Life, that's the game I'm playing
Life, dead or alive yeah

Dead or alive yeah
Dead or alive yeah
Life, that's the game I'm playing
Life, that's the game I'm playing
That's the game I'm playing
Dead or alive yeah

Am I wrong or am I right
People only miss you die
This legacy that I'll leave behind
Full of effort and little time
The truth behind it I try to hide
Disguise is minus there's no more hiding
I strive to be the best that's no surprise
Life's the game I play dead or alive
Am I wrong or am I right
People only miss you die
This legacy that I'll leave behind
Full of effort and little time
The truth behind it I try to hide
Disguise is minus there's no more hiding
I strive to be the best that's no surprise
Life's the game I play dead or alive

I bet you think that I don't have no problems
I got tons I lost my mind can't solve them
So I smoke flower once it blossoms
Roll it, light it throwing away all stems
Smoking my medication got the chronic
Puffing G's blowing rings no I'm not sonic
Using my medication for depression
Anxiety and other shit I haven't mentioned
But to you I'm like a window you look through
Soulless and heartless I feel pain with voodoo
The game of life what decisions would you choose
Play it right and just good is how you'll do
Right of left, left or right
Anything I do is never right
Can't decide I'm out of time
Hanging everything else up but the mic

Yeah
I'd do anything to make it with this music shit
Anything

Am I wrong or am I right
People only miss you die
This legacy that I'll leave behind
Full of effort and little time
The truth behind it I try to hide
Disguise is minus there's no more hiding
I strive to be the best that's no surprise
Life's the game I play dead or alive
Am I wrong or am I right
People only miss you die
This legacy that I'll leave behind
Full of effort and little time
The truth behind it I try to hide
Disguise is minus there's no more hiding
I strive to be the best that's no surprise
Life's the game I play dead or alive