Almost for sure this shit is certain
Can't even think of any other ways to show I'm hurtin
Ain't eaten I ain't slept so many days my stomach churning
I thought my wrongs had been already paid my days are turning
The little flame I had ain't burning
And I know I wasn't perfect
But shit at least I tried to be I tried to keep this working
My heart kept tryna lie to me my mind knew I was hurtin
Ain't wanna see the truth but truth the only thing I'm searching
They don't see behind the curtains
And now I ask is all this worth it
Anxiety and stress from who I thought would be my person
I opened up to you with the thought of scratching surface
Another set of pictures I have to get to burning
Find it hard to find a purpose
And I won't even do the lurking
To see if you found somebody better somebody perfect
I'd rather just do me leave you lone ain't even worth it
This time I understand where we stand and that I'm certain
If it's one thing then I'm certain
I kept it solid when you know most woulda folded on you
These broken promises know better than to put them on you
Thought this was different oh how silly that I counted on you
Thought you was with my ass for life said I was grounded on you
Don't know what happened you don't speak up when you feeling off
You just go ghost and leave me hanging and you leave lost
So what u spect' my ass to do if you don't talk at all
Just tell me how I'm post to move ain't have to be this hard
Uh
F*ck how I'm feeling
How you feeling is f*ck what I'm feeling
Tripping ain't even something I do but you do what u do
When you hurt in ya feelings
1 am and I'm droppin the top and I'm back at my spot burning love out the ceiling
I done gave you the rest what I got now it's back to the block where they serving n dealing
All this pain man I pray I get healing
Ain't you know you give love a new meaning
For yo ass I was workin n feenin
For yo love I was searching n seeking
Bigger picture but you couldn't see it
I was out here just chasing and dreamin
All the love that I had you ain't deep it
I done had all the signs and ain't read it
All
One thing I'm for certain is the love I thought we had is gone
The person that I met before no longer here at all
Don't even wanna ring yo phone won't even think to call
I know my place and where we stand and know just where we fall