Yung Sky - Recall Lyrics

Recall me who you are, then tell me what you want
Cause my life full of wars, I'm so weak, I can't feel none
Yell if you want, I can already tell what's wrong
Yeah you can see that I'm numb, I'm so chill
But I don't think I'm dumb, I'm fine
Go crazy, these hands got me lazy
Mix it with Perky's, oh, oh lord
Take me, I'm ready, look how you made my life so messy, oh
Tell me what you want, tell me what you want
I will give it up as my last trust
Struck out one fall, I asked God 1000 more times
Is you almost done? He don't answer most times
Or maybe he just don't like my lifestyle
I had to realize with my own eyes
We're prisoners of our own lives
I'm tired of living my own life
Off pills, I feel nice
My mom said this lifestyle gon' leave you dead
She said this life gon' leave me dead
Like I would rather live instead
I sleep in hospital beds
No one cares about what I done said
I can't recall the last time I was smiling
But I can recall all them bitches that be wiling
Yeah I know she gon' call
Yeah she said she wanna be riding
But I can't recall when you were here when I was dying
Yeah I swear I'm at my lowest
Yeah and nobody gon' know it
Yeah these people say they close to me
But they never be noticing
People say they close to me
But they never be showing it
This happens when I show my feelings
I wish that I closed them in
I can close that door
Nobody gon' know
Expressing all my feelings
That's what they say friends is for
But lately I don't got no friends
All I got is some foes
I just want some happiness
I don't care about these hoes
But you know how it go
True colors always show
And if this is how life is
I don't want no more
Maybe I should take some drugs
And make this life feel slow
I don't wanna live
Go to heaven, walk through the door
Walk through the door