True Colors (feat. Nathan Howard) Video (MV)

They don't know what I know
Yeah that's for sure
That I know
I don't know if I can keep the curtains closed
But I don't think that I can let everybody know
They don't want to see me when I'm fighting all my lows
It's happening over and over and over
I don't know how I can win all these fights against myself
It's been a constant pain, cause I'm taking L's
They try to take my life, I hope I take myself
Then I walk through the gates, that means I'm out my cell
I can see one color and that color is red
Staring in a mirror, then I wake up in a bed
Honestly, who gives a f*ck about what I done said
These are the true colors of the life that I've led
Yeah, yeah, nobody is safe, not even me
Living this life until I'm free
Living this life, it will not ease up
I cannot wait till I can't breathe
Every step I take, it makes this life harder
I would trade my life for anything, yeah, I'll barter
I don't wanna wake up to see what's tomorrow
I haven't been happy, I've only had sorrow
Why am I walking on this earth that's green?
Damage and destruction is all that I've seen
People say that I got a purpose on this earth
What does that mean?
Working on myself, yeah, I'm not taking L's
All these bad, hurting experiences all under my belt
If you're not taking me serious, I can't tell like, oh, well
Coming on with the slam dunk, I'm the one, Shaquille O'Neal
She showed me her true colors and what's undercover
So I'll get another number, I'm still slick like butter
Personality is making me just shudder
Hope you catch the catch, my melody wants you to shut up
Ba-ba-da-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba That's the way my heart knocks
Told her, this girl, I had enough I told her to kick rocks
Trying to get me back, she played this track out of a boom box
You're a loser without you, I'm feeling super
What's up, yeah, yeah, yeah, what's up?
Ayy, ayy, Yung Sky ate this up
What's up, yeah, yeah, yeah, what's up?
Ayy, ayy, Yung Sky ate this up