This ain't the first song I wrote for you, it's the last one
Hope to get my words straight
And though my guilt won't allow me to be open it is not right
Pretending to move on we were so tight
The fact is I suck at affection
Proven to be good doing things that affect you
Should've shown not said what you meant to me
I bring pain to your life but before you would vent to me
I'm prolly dead to you
I know I should've said what he said to you
But he's wrong about me, his only truth is what I did
In that moment I lost you but forever God forbid
I'm aware it's not about that
More like I was there for you before but now I'm not
Questioning my loyalty you trusted me a lot
As if I drew a picture of a person that I'm not
This is the part I'd like to tell you that you're brave and amazing
Beauty's not the word, that's an understatement
Maybe you don't know, but there's no replacement
You help me through phases
Last time we spoke I wasn't ready to make a promise I'm ready now
A priority you are, I'm moving steady and a lot things are heavy now
And though you gyatt (got) weight in right places, you could never slow me down
Sweet little voice and it's so soft
So when we're on the phone I would doze off
In my head I'd pretend that you were next to me
Holding me, listen, you are more than sex to me
Physically attracted to you, don't get me wrong
But it's more than that, it's important that
We have trust and respect so I'm hoping that
You forgive me for the last fight, I'll call it that