I remember the family was close
All of my cousins always coming with handfuls of jokes
All of my uncles and my aunts and the friends that we'd know
Yo every boxing fight was like we expanded in growth
As a teen long walks breathing that cannabis smoke
You hear how candid we spoke
Feels like we abandoned our folks
I don't see half of them now
But I don't be reaching out much
So I don't say that to provoke
I'm really just
I'm really just
I'm really just tired, dog
I really got a lot on my plate
But I'm trying, dog
And I just hope that you could relate
I ain't lying, dog
Feels like I'm getting closer and closer to my final straw
Cause dying is easy but still living this life is hard
But I won't get into that
I'm just reminiscing back
I wish that there wasn't distance
Cause all of this shit is wack
Like how can we fill the gap
How can we get it back
Cause we all got kids now and can't bring them into that
