Truth whispers softly in the quiet night, along with my thoughts seeking what's right
Memories linger both joy and pain, each wound a lesson each loss a gain
My spirits recall the highs and lows, how love can heal how betrayal grows
Boundaries builds where trust was torn
Through life steeps hills weary and worn
Sitting in my thoughts alone, what is true what is true
Just me and my thoughts alone, I'm in a blue in the blues
My girl found a signs of stones, in my room in my room
Fighting all these battles wrong, I can't improve can't improve
My spirits remember how others made me feel some great some ill
So I bounce back with boundaries as the emotions reveal
Going through life hills got me looking like Jack and Jill
Will my soul ever get a chance at love after dealing with so much
I have to heal and not rush, family doesn't know because I don't trust
They say open up your heart but those closest to you be the ones that stab back deeper and deeper
Sitting in my thoughts alone, what is true what is true
Just me and my thoughts alone, I'm in a blue in the blues
My girl found a signs of stones, in my room in my room
Fighting all these battles wrong, I can't improve can't improve
Will my soul ever find love beyond the scars or am I chasing dreams among distant stars
They say open your heart let the wounds mend, but those closest cut deepest, it's hard to defend
So I sit here my prayers reaching high asking for strength