Zaia - Shade Lyrics

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk
Thinking I can save them all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could could talk, yeah

I can't take a second, yeah
Don't wanna talk when they suppress the message
I mean they said drop call when I had great connection
Now I'm on the phones talking with the great connections
I got the vibe on me, shit is like a great light
Hate nights, 'cause my mind can never stay quiet
These wars that I fight they leave me dead like
Is my head right? Is this hell fire? For damn sure
All these questions these voices answer
I'm a mind slave, I'm in overdrive
I can't take a break, I don't feel alive
All my fake friends wet 'em up and then I slide
Right up out they lives, it's about that time, yeah

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk
Thinking I can save them all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could could talk, yeah

Hard for me dealing with emotions that I feel
Couple friends turn to enemies, can't tell who real
Love from a distance 'cause my heart is on my sleeve
I don't need a Judas that I feed to get me killed
Yeah, had to let you know
I had to let you go, we barely hanging on
So you can't ask to keep in touch
I'm riding by myself
Now they asking for a reason
I was solo dreaming
Every single season to me
Is every single reason to me
Dreamin', I just pray that my soul for the keeps
I just hope my mom's proud of me

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk
Thinking I can save them all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could could talk, yeah, yeah