Zay - My Mind (feat. Lil Suede) Lyrics

I'm going back to my old ways So f*ck yo feelings, that's just how I feel
Remember cold December nights where I didn't have no meal
This for them people by my side while them staples healed
And I was lost up in my mind trying to tame a beast
Hoodie on my head, I'm not hearing what you say to me
Feel it in my blood, know I'm chosen when I hear the beat
Cloudy with a chance of rain, feeling like the sky red
Voices in my head saying paint the f*cking sky red
Hole in my stomach, I hear sirens hear my brother in my ear say keep fighting
So I, I keep fighting They ain't know I got the heart of a lion
It's back and forth for forever, if I spin won't snatch his soul
I'm a sinner, that's a sin that I won't sin And now I'm down on my dick once again
Tell me what the f*ck this is, why the f*ck I can't win
Oh I, baby oh I, Wondering if you can see all of the pain that's inside
Pain in these eyes Feel like I'm telling everybody
That I'm alright, that I'll be fine Gotta close that back door
People, they don't want me to shine They just wasting my time
I'm 23 years old And I'm feeling like I'm losing my mind
My mind my mind my mind x8
I close my eyes and I see red
I got these Ms in all these plays inside my head We turn the switch on and he dead
And we ain't playing, put that boy straight to bed
I'm thinking about that money all the time, it's on my mind
I can never switch up on my brother, that's my slime
He playing like a cat, we take his life, he on his 9
They gon' stab you in your back every time that you shine
I cannot trust nobody I gotta watch everybody around me
Nigga talking shit, I'll get him slimed And you already know the assignment,
Like Dej Loaf, f*ck around and catch a body
Like Danny Phantom, f*ck around and go ghost Baby, it's a celebration, make a toast
No, I can't get you out my mind, you all I want
My mind, my mind, my mind x8