Zaylon Night - Mansion Meltdown Lyrics

[Intro]
Marble floors absorb my tears
Been holding back for all these years
Daddy's money can't fix my mind
All these pills just make me blind

[Verse 1]
Newton mansion, golden cage
Swallowed feelings, bottled rage
Teachers said I was so well-behaved
Little did they know I was mentally enslaved
Fake smiles at dinner parties
While my soul slowly departs, see
Marcus hit me with that betrayal
Now I'm spinning like a dreidel
Luna got me hooked on blues
Now I'm paying all my dues

[Chorus]
Breaking down in daddy's mansion
Pure rage, no f*cking caption
Gucci belt around my neck
Designer fits, emotional wreck
Screaming till my lungs collapse
This ain't just another relapse
(This ain't just another goddamn relapse)

[Verse 2]
Chandelier watching me fall
Blood red stains on pristine walls
They taught me how to hold a fork
But never how to f*cking talk
About the demons in my head
About the voices in my bed
Piano lessons every day
Couldn't learn to say "okay"
I'm not okay, I'm f*cking done
Being their perfect little son

[Bridge]
Antique vases hit the floor
Can't take this shit anymore
Trust fund baby gone insane
Popping pills to numb the pain
Watch me burn it all to ash
Family name about to crash

[Chorus]
Breaking down in daddy's mansion
Pure rage, no f*cking caption
Gucci belt around my neck
Designer fits, emotional wreck
Screaming till my lungs collapse
This ain't just another relapse
(This ain't just another goddamn relapse)

[Outro]
Newton mansion, golden hell
Got a story I can't tell
Till the drugs kick in again
And the walls start closing in
Watch me break, watch me fall
I was never perfect, after all