Zaylon Night - Starboy Syndrome Lyrics

[Intro]
Fake tears on designer clothes
Every breakdown, it's just a pose
Piano keys turn to gold
But this pain ain't what I was sold

[Verse 1]
Popping pills in daddy's Benz
Marcus switched up, called me pretend
Stole some gear from Guitar Center
Now I'm trapped inside this endless winter
Luna found me on the bathroom floor
But I made sure to film it all
Every scar becomes content
My trauma's just another rent

[Chorus]
Starboy syndrome, yeah, I'm so f*cked up
But my pain's just makeup
Playing victim while I'm living large
Breaking down but it's just art
Starboy syndrome, designer tears
Been faking this shit for years
Everything I do's a show
Even when I hit this all-time low

[Verse 2]
Classical training, but I trap now
Xavier's studio, we black out
Manufactured edge, I know it shows
But I can't stop this f*cking show
Every post, I'm breaking down
But my bank account won't let me drown
Suburban rebel with a trust fund
Playing broken while I'm still young

[Bridge]
F*ck authenticity, it's all pretend
My pain's just content in the end
But sometimes late at night I wonder
If I'm just another f*cking number

[Outro]
Starboy syndrome, it's in my veins
Living life like it's a game
Every tear's choreographed
My whole life's just a photograph