Zeal - Clarity Lyrics

Free me please
I can't keep living this way
I've seen the end
But I'm losing this race
My ears ache for the sound of your voice
Head in my lap trying to filter the noise
Can you heal my rusted heart?
Or will you paint over the cracks
While you tear me apart?
Did it make you smile
Each time you broke me down?
Did it bring you joy
While you were putting me through hell?
Is your black heart full now
That I'm bleeding out?
Can I bank on the close
With a hollow point shell?
Sometimes we lie in the wake of the pain
The last link we have to all the memories
I still see you
I still see you
And I still see you when I close my eyes
Familiar shadows in the midnight skies
FUCK
I need to get you out
I can't get you out
I need to get you out
Sweet release
I can't move on until I
I let you go
Won't keep wondering why
My soul aches for fresh perspective
Will I reach the means to restore ambition?
Can I bring back what is lost?
And if there is a chance
Is there reward in the cost?
In your attempts to swallow me whole
I readied my spirit to cast away your mold
At the end of our rope
A voice of clarity guides the heart to hope
Don't be afraid to let it fill the cold
Don't be afraid to let it fill the cold