Z.Settle - Return to Renton Lyrics

It was a Joke at first but now began to become real
My mindset is placed on heavens gates cuz I feel
The weight of the world and my shoulders cannot heal
I stared death in the eyes I quivered and got chills
I made it through those mills wiped tears with these bills
I know that I got skill I know that I'll prevail but here
I am still thinking I'll make it with rapping
Zach is talking to record labels what the f*ck happened
And my mom gave me a call she told me my Aunt passed
And I didn't know how to feel I'm so numb from distractions
Ingested all the feelings put 'em up on these tracks and I can't
Recall the last time that I heard your voice
I can't wait until we together so we can rejoice
My life is hard so I put headphones on to drown out the noise
Im tryna keep up my poise for my future little boys
Daddy may have f*cked up way back when but that was his choice

Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so

And I've been one for so long
Ive been gone for so long
Felt like my mind was in a coma and still writing this song
Don't know if where I'm at is even close to where I belong
I pick my life up into pieces and I count out my wrongs
Now trust me you don't wanna see me when the music is off
The only woman that I love is probably bumping' this song
Or maybe something close to it
Car moving drive slow you got a life so don't screw it
Never got to meet my uncle 'cuz he had a tragic accident
Pay attention none of this is happening by accident
Everything transcends through time the way that I see it
And I just probably rose him from the dead with my lyrics
It is crazy how some people love you
They will do anything like take a bullet coming straight in front of you
Said I couldn't see my future years ago
Nothings changed except I am closer than I was before

Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so

Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so
Isn't it pretty to think so