Zukanana - letter to you Lyrics

Yeah, yeah, it's probably finna be a deep song , I don't know
Yeah, woah, yeah
All this pressure and pain that's been put on me
I just wish you was right here to heal me

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Knock, knock, it's death at the door, no, I won't let him in
Say you could try, but I won't let you traumatize again

My mama cried, I could hear it, but I couldn't focus in
It's do or die, and lately it feels like it's time again
Yeah, and that's been why I'm acting weird, I cannot lie
My heart, it skips a couple beats and stops a couple times

And I know when I pass the shit that I'ma be alright
It's just, I don't know if I can pass it, bae, I cannot lie
I get pains in my chest, but I tell you that I'm fine
And that's why I've been so focused on making you mine

Yeah, because I don't know when I'ma leave
I don't know when it's my time to go, and my heart will not bleed
Yeah, you calm me down, I swear that you my sense of peace
When you come around, the only thing I'm focused on is you and me

I need a break from like everything, I just need some time
You help me find my inner peace, you know that you one of a kind
I ain't tryna get too deep, for real
But baby, just listen, you all I need, for real

I'm really scared, bae, and I can't eat, for real
It's a problem, overthinking, and I cannot sleep
Wonder if it's my time, is it time to leave
Almost left the other day, I was damn near on my knees

Right in front of you, I damn near died and I couldn't even breathe
I don't know what's going on, but I'll make it out, I promise
Visions of me and you in the Bahamas
Living peacefully, lil' bae, and we ain't got no drama

Should've took that damn advice that I got from my momma
Need to make you mine, lil' bae, it's something about your aura
I ain't got no plans to die, lil' bae, this ain't no horror
Finna make you mine before my lifespan getting shorter

This is off my mind, lil' bae, yeah, this is off my head
This a couple things from me to you I should've said
It's not always like this, it's just bad right now
I promise it'll pass, but I need your ass right now

Know I'm cussing, I promise that I'm finna cool it out
Better myself for you, I'm finna take that route
Heart hurts, ribs hurt, I can't breathe right now
I feel my doom calling, bae, can you hear me out

But I promise that I won't die, I finally found you now
I finally found that love that I've been searching round
I wish that I could spend every day with you right now
But I understand it's not a perfect world, so I will not hold out

And I wanna say your name, but I won't do that right now
This my letter to you, bae, will you please just hold me down
Will you please just hold me down