[Intro]
Strobe lights hit like pills in my brain
Another night pretending I'm okay, yeah
[Verse 1]
Three days deep, no sleep in my veins
Popping Adderall like they're candy, going insane
Stockholm underground, but I'm floating above
These trust fund kids playing poor, what the f*ck?
Erik found me curled up on that bathroom floor
Now I'm back here acting like I want more
But these faces blur like a bad dream
Trap beats pound but I can't feel a damn thing
[Chorus]
I'm here but I'm not here
These people ain't my peers
Just ghosts in designer gear
I'm here but I'm not here
F*ck your scene, f*ck your vibe
I'm just trying to survive
In this club full of lies
Where connection dies
[Verse 2]
Marcus taught me how to make these beats
But he can't teach me how to feel complete
Workshop wisdom, underground cred
Can't fix what's broken in my head
They all move like they got the code
I'm just watching as the story unfolds
Paranoid thoughts crawling up my spine
While these hipsters sip their natural wine
[Bridge]
Three days awake, hospital stays
Now I'm dancing through this toxic haze
White lights, black walls closing in
Can't tell where I end and they begin
[Chorus]
I'm here but I'm not here
These people ain't my peers
Just ghosts in designer gear
I'm here but I'm not here
F*ck your scene, f*ck your vibe
I'm just trying to survive
In this club full of lies
Where connection dies
[Outro]
Strobe lights fade like pills in my brain
Another night pretending I'm okay
But I'm not okay
I'm not okay...