Just where did it go wrong?
Everything seemed alright
Can it simply be all gone?
And why is it not worth the fight this time?
Subconsciously, I think I pushed you away to find me
Maybe I'm callous and cold but I find that hard, so hard to swallow
I'm not all I can be
Even if I don't know what that is
Yeah, I know what I am not
But does it always comes to this?
Maybe I'm callous and cold
But it's so hard to swallow
In time you'll see, I am not blind to how you shaped me
But you were callous and cold
And you dealt the cards, so my hand I will fold