Callous and Cold Video (MV)

Just where did it go wrong?
Everything seemed alright
Can it simply be all gone?
And why is it not worth the fight this time?

Subconsciously, I think I pushed you away to find me
Maybe I'm callous and cold but I find that hard, so hard to swallow

I'm not all I can be
Even if I don't know what that is
Yeah, I know what I am not
But does it always comes to this?

Maybe I'm callous and cold
But it's so hard to swallow

In time you'll see, I am not blind to how you shaped me
But you were callous and cold
And you dealt the cards, so my hand I will fold