I get high out the window
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And I don't tell my mom
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I mix you with my vodka
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And it turns me on
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There's a hole in my heart and I can't find the bullet
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But you sleep with a firearm
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I should've pulled it on you
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What a shame, I can see it all
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Now that we're through
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I get drunk with my friends
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Your name never comes up
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I tell strangers online
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That we broke up
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There's a hole in my heart and I hate that it's there
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'Cause I liked to act like I really don't care
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But I do
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What a shame that I put up with you
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What a joke, was it all just an act?
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I hate that it took me so long to react
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You had me convinced that you loved me
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What a f*cked up reality show
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Was it fame or the lack thereof?
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I just don't know
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You had me convinced that you loved me, oh
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I'm not sure you realize
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The pain that you caused
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I don't feel like talking
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But everyone else does
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There's a hole in my heart and I can't find the bullet
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But you sleep with a firearm
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I should've pulled it on you
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Now I don't have the energy to
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