I hold my anger in my stomach
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And I'm starting to have side effects
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From hating you this much
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No explanation, just a quote in a magazine
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Where you said you only dated me for fun
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And I'm paraphrasing now
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But the gist of it was how you never loved me
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Only in it for the sex
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And I really don't get how
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You can say that and be proud of it
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We both know you were in deeper than that
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Nobody likes a secret
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And I was always yours
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It's almost been a year And
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Even so
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I still don't know what for
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