angels time, yours, mine Video (MV)

Love you through hell and heaven,
Promise to stay consistent ;
The opposite of my alarm clock
F*ck I slept so hard no concept of the present
You could hear the tick tock
You shocked my world you became my rock
Part of me thinks it was always locked
You had a secret code right from the very start
Miles apart
But through a phone u can make my time stop
Become irrelevant
Like ever single person I met before
Nothing comes close to the heaven sent angel that's you
Whom I adore
You're right
No matter how bright I think i am
The depths of this I will never understand
Bringing my selfish mind into a state of madness
I may remain still but I'm consumed by sadness
The tragedy
Of the innocent casualties
Of two innocent hearts
Being torn apart
Do you remember the feeling
Is it too hard to push restart
I know you must protect yourself from being vulnerable
I know because it leads to unbearable things
I'm sorry I ever caused anything
Just know every time the birds sing
I think of u
Every time I stare at the wall
I wonder if your there today
When my phone sees yo calls
The appalling feeling of happiness i so vividly recall
I hear In your voice you try to give it your all
You never wanted me to worry
Even when you stoped being in such a hurry
I should have known
The severity
Now I'm left with a foggy clarity
If u don't remember this month
What does it mean?
Was I living a dream?
Was it the truth or make believe?
Who am I kidding I know it was real
To me it's super clear
Because what we have is magic
No matter how tragic
Or dark life gets
Remember I'm always in your pocket.
Along with My heart in a socket only able to unlocked by you
Too bad we can't take a rocket
And get the f*ck out this
What I would do
To be able to help you
It's not about being used
Or even being confused
It's about loving you and knowing
You deserve no form of abuse
You deserve the world I'll never give up sorry I guess its yo tough Luck
Even if I think I suck
Something bigger in me tells me to
"SHUT THE FUCK UP"
It says do you know Aleena how blessed you be?
In this lifetime you have met her?
She taught you how to f*cking believe
She saved your life over and over again
You're the air I breathe
Around me always
F*ck the old days
We onto a different wave
Buckle up and be brave ya selfish prick (me)
She gave you the courage to get rid of those freaks
She doesn't judge u no matter how much you seek
Doesn't call you weak
Or annoying
Or some struggling puppy
No she silenced every insecurity
And made you feel secure to be you, sea
Without any mask
You were free to be you at last
Yet
That internally beautiful angel
Thinks she's a monster
And no matter how hard you try to stop her thoughts from racing
It's like there's no catching up yet you know "Give me your pain I will hug it away" mm